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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
Just rented BoysOverFlowers and i really want to see why CrystalChan and company is mad over some guy. Went to band todayy. After that, went to Lot to meet AudreyCai and headed over to Sakae with Hazel and Audrey. Hazel went home first while me and Audrey continues to shop ((: Friday, May 29, 2009
   Yeah, last day today. Had fun camwhoring today. Btws, all the photos above are taken by HAZEL. LOL. She got me to post all this. Not my problem. (: Spring cleaning today. My class only arranged table and chairs and there was Free-Period for us ! :D Went to hall for rewards. Was so scared they would get top 3 pupils of the class to get up on the stage. And i was really surprised by the woman's voice. Headed to Lot for lunch with Hazel, Audrey and Megan. Saw Jasper, WeeTeck and BoonHeng. Well, meet up soon ! (: Thursday, May 28, 2009
Hazel dared me to post this on my blog when we were taking a walk, so here i am : 有一天，我和凯韵去海边走走。To be continued. LOL! Cannot remember whats the following part, i think theres no following part. Oh yes, we had some MoveTime today. Watched HarryPotter. At first i thought it was the latest one, but after asking MissShiHwee, i realised it was the first part. No wonder HarryPotter so young. I thought HarryPotter gave birth to another child called Harry who looks totally like HarryPotter. See, so long liaos, even i forgot. LOL! Well, got back my report book today. Hopefully i remember to sign it and bring it back to school tomorrow. Today marks the end of the post-exam activities. And i seriously wonder what we are doing tomorrow in school. Well, i sincerely wish ValerieTan to find her clothes -.- Wednesday, May 27, 2009
 See, my group's art work. Cool rights. LOL! Mine is the most complicated one. The one with a hand in the middle. Haha. Well, had ICT and Art today for post-exam activities. Will be having interesting stuffs tomorrow . Had band today and i polished my instrument until so damn tired. Polish so many times already, in the end Michelle's still shinier. Well, tomorrow still have band. I need to get enough energy ! Yay, today i got my unlimited plan ! So it means, i will be able to sms to any server for FREE . ! Tuesday, May 26, 2009
  Had much funn today. Had ModelMaking first, was playing like shit. Our OracleBone was nicely done and MdmZaharah rejected it :( . So me and Shihwee went to buy more materials for Compass. Did a nice one and passed it up. After that was Recess. And then it was some concert thingy. Quite funn. We get to listen music and play at the same time. Went to Lot and had MOF with LaiTaiTai and CaiTaiTai. And went home with Crystal. Saw 大牛(Daniel) and 大人(Darren). Names are not created by me ahh. Looking forward to tomorrow's instrument cleaning during Band though! :D Monday, May 25, 2009
Well, theres good and bad stuff today. First, i fell down and bled when i went to school. Got an injury on my left leg and twisted my right leg. Suay like hell. And, i want to emphasize on one thing. ShiHwee and gang, i scream like sha zhu mehh ! Don't tarnish my reputation! Haha. Went for Napfa, didn't care about injury. But it affected my grades though. Nehhmind ! ((: Went home right after Napfa and Mama brought my to buy my phoneee!! Even though my contract is up at Wednesday, but i bought the phone first. LOL!. Yeah, went into the shop and the workers started introducing phones. Saw one damn chio, got itt. Not sure about the model . But is Samsung i think. (See, thats how AntheaTan buy phones. :D) Quite friendly, happy with it though ((: And after realising MrLit knew my blog, i decided to write this : MR LIT, I HATE ENGLISH << !!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA. Sunday, May 24, 2009
Pee/Ass: This post is not for you to read, its just to let off my anger . Even though you are my aunt, i wont hesitate to post. Though i know you will never know my blog and never read my post, i still want to post. I can tell you something, don't thought you contribute part of your salary to my grandma means you very big, you can control the family. Please larh hor, now what century, doesn't mean you got job you huge, you got husband you huge, you give birth to 2 cousins you huge. Like that i tell you, you considered one of the ants found on the floor larh horh. And, i already told you rights, i went to my grandma house to STUDY FOR MYE, you still got the cheek to get me to teach your daughter. Fine, i teach larhs. Teach liaos the next week i go again, you say what: Anthea, don't thought i don't know you give Alanis answer horh. PLEASE larh horh. If i teach her, if i am willing to teach her instead of studying for MYE, what for i waste those time getting her to do and marking and not explaining to her those answers ? I must be an idiot if i do that larhs. Don't thought you can control everybody's doings. I didn't argue back to you that day didn't mean i admit that i didn't explain to her and i simply gave her answers for corrections. It was simply because i dont want to argue and waste my time talking to you crap. I know im not showing much respect to you. So what? You abused your powers around okay. What if your husband helps you? You also have no rights to treat my grandma like that larhs horhs. If you got the rights, your husband can kill her alreadys. Cause you are not part of the family, you are only a woman who was being married into this family. I don't want to say until like this, but you forced me to. Today, i didn't go grandma house, once my mama stepped into the house, you so proud for what. Go ask my mama how much i got for what. WHY DIDN'T YOU EVEN ASK FOR MY MARKS FOR THE PREVIOUS CA1? I can tell you proudly, CAUSE YOU DIDN'T BOTHER TO TEACH ALANISYU AND SHE FAILED. P2 FAIL. No face that time, now got face ahh ? WOW, after my mama tell you my marks you do what? I know you expected my marks to be lower than hers. If you dont want me to teach her in those manner, when i didn't, DONT GET ME GO GRANDMA HOUSE LARHS. But i go also not because of you. In my life, my whole family's life, THEY DONT BOTHER ABOUT YOU LARHS HORH. ONLY YOUR HUSBAND. I teached her for you when you were busy GAMBLING. What kind of mother is this you tell me? Some p2 student can fail is because of you! YOU! I didn't ask for anything when you got me to teach her leyy, you still like that haolian. Enough of your acting liaos okay. Before i argue back to you in your face someday. Now, i can tell you, i don't even treat you like an aunt liaos. You are fit to be my debate partner. Dont act dao like that canns ? Buy Iphone soo ? SO ? SO ? You don't know the world got alot people using Iphone isit. I know what you think of me larhs. You think im a girl, who slacks at home all day long. SO ? You come my house stay you will know what i do. You may think my grandma dont need much of your help, you may think you contribute enough. I can tel you, ITS NEVER ENOUGH. Who were the ones contributing when grandma was in need ? When she need to go hospital she didn't even DARED to ask for your help. Your stay in Yishun in my grandma house with her, end up, she need to get my mom who is now staying in CHOACHUKANG to go down PERSONALLY to get her to the hospital. You is huge liaos larhs. Even my DaJiu need to help. You this woman now is considered either huge or i can say in a bad manner : USELESS. Either my grandma thinks that it may make you angry or my grandma may think that you wont help in any manner. Interesting rights. Seriously, if i go there to my grandma house, you still use that kind of dont care attitude treat people, you believe i will argue to you nots? So what if you are my aunt. Paiseh, this part can read liaos. Sorry for the scoldings. I mean, not sorry to her. But if your read it, and feel weird, all i can say is sorry larhs. Cause im really angry. Rights, i stayed at home all day today! Guaibaobao! Saturday, May 23, 2009
Name a friend from A-Z! A : Audrey B : BoonHeng C : Crystal D : Daniel E : Elaine F : FaiQah G : Gabriel H : Hazel I : Isaac J : JingYun K : KahKhee L : LooSinQingAiDe M : Megan N : Nobody O : OMG P : PenHsuan Q : QiaoLing R : Ryan S : ShiHwee T : TokXieYing U : Uranus V : ValerieLaoGong W : WeeTeck X : XueYue Y : YuYi Z : ZhiXin Can R & S be together in BRG? - No? Siao ahh. 2, How is L related to you? - QINGAIDE 3, Does Y know Z? - Yes. 4, If C betrays you , will you kill her? - Kill for what. Betray already. Over liaos. 5, If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do? - Haha, let her steal. 6, If B tells you that he have a crush on you , what will you do? - Hahaha, laugh my ass off. 7, Will you & M gets into a fight? - Not likely. 8, Who does W have a crush on? - Hahahaha. Not able to announce. HAHA 9, If L calls you a bitch, what will you do? - Eeyer, call her bastard. 10, Whats the relationship between you & E? - Tuition Teacher 11, Who does Z like? - Hahahaa. Can annouce not? 12, Who is I's best friend? - Hmmm, PenHsuan. 13, What colour does Y like? - Dunnoe leyy. 14, Where does F live? - Dunnoe ? 15, Did you & C have a fight before? - My prob not your prob. 16, Who is H's best friend? - Audrey. 17, What can you say about T? - Err, Good. 18, If J tells you he have a crush on you ? - I'll tell her : Let's be lesbians ! haha. 19, Who is G's idol? - I not sure. Hahaha. i dunno how i become his cousin one lorhs. LOL! Had band today. Ended at around 1200 and went homee. Went to Vivo, bought stuffs and went for dinner. Back home againn. Mom just called and asked for the phone i wanted. The stocks are coming in on Monday. So i cannot go tomorrow to get it. Even though my contract's up at only 27May, but i can buy earlier! :D So hopefully, mama will be getting it with me on Monday night. Yayy! Wish to stay at home or even go out with Valerie tomorrow. But impossible larhs. Well, lucks 1Emerald for results of History on Monday. Friday, May 22, 2009
Arghh, i hate English right nows. I got like so damn low even though the highest was 68. English 65/100 And noww, my Science went to 70.5 instead of 68.5. Mistakes! Lol. Dont have much to post today. Btws, this is hazellai's tuition centre : HazelLai凯韵补习中心 Yay! I help her advertise! :) Fyi, theres no such TuitionCentre in the world. LOL. We were just playing this out of boredom. Sec onesss. Thursday, May 21, 2009
 Yeah! This is Megan! She cut short her hairr ! And it suits herr lots !!! CHIOBU ! :)  Okkayy, get this right. I dont like HoPenHsuan okays. It was all just random pictures to show his gayness. LOL! Got back results today. Maths 72/100 Literature 31/50 Geography 78/100 Science 68.5/100 Chinese 52/70 Please don't laugh at me when you see all this results -.- Cause laughing at people wont help you improve. Well, quite satisfied somehow. LOL! Getting some others tomorrow and on Monday. God bless okays! Had quite alot of funn today. But excluding those going through of papers-.- It was damn boring. DAMN. Went out to Lot after school. Hadd fun ! Hope tomorrow will be the same thingg ! Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOHKAHKHEE . (: Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Okayy, i shall use the method SohKahKhee suggest: Samsung F408/480 ( Ps, not very suree but its one of them. (: Or you may want to ask HazelLai for details cause she also wantt. Haha ! ) Sony Ericsson W705 ( Some WalkmanPhone. ) Ps, i didnt went to look for pictures to post here. You think i so hardworking then say. Im a lazy pig fyi. Okayy, noww choose for mee would youu ! Tuesday, May 19, 2009
 Good! Now i have lots of things to choose fromm. Lets take a look:1) Phone . (Sony/Samsung) 2) Sleep. -.- (Now/ Later) As you can see, im v bored. And its only 1145. Oh god. Create some stuff for me to do and stop me from camwhoring anymore! Im scared i'll go madd. 27May is approaching and i haven't even decide which phone to buyy. Blinks! :D Now, i've to decide whether or not to sleep. Im going to die from boredom soon. Arghhh. Worst thing ever. Tomorrow's a holiday. Not to say holiday. But we've got some kind of a break from school. Grrr.. Why can't school just continue ??   O.o . Went to school for my last paper today, Art! No more exams = no more stress. :) Blinks ! Haha. Went to Lot with Audrey after DentalAppointment. Was having fun playing, shopping and madding around. Shopped the whole Lot1 in detail. Went home and watched teevii. BOREDOM, bored, boring. Suckishh. Ohhh. I want ValerieLaoGong larh horh. Monday, May 18, 2009
 Saturday'sWent to Town. Started shopping for clothes and stuffs. Went home at night after dining at Newton. Sunday's Went to JurongPoint. Shopped for brother's baggy. Went home. Today's Had MathsPaper1. Went Lot with Hazel and Audrey and shopped for awhile. Was totally mad. Went to GiftAName and Hazel and I decided to do some name stuff shown on the picture above. We did totally the same thing but the name was different. Thought of doing the same thing for ValerieTan after her exams some day.(Only if she treat me good enough(: Mwahhahahaha. ) Nah larhs, ValerieTan, i very good one. I'll do it for you (: And i realised that i didn't even care about this bloggy for this 3 days till today. WOW. Fantastic. At least i do work instead of posting stuffs. I want an outing with HazelLai, AudreyCai, LuaShiHwee and CarmenLee larh horh. I want to see Kimmy !!!!!!! Carmen, before i turn mad, you better let me see him :) LOL. Will be going to Vivo on Friday HOPEFULLY. Mummy, I want money! Cash! Bucks! Dollars! Soon, i will become like this > $.$ Hmm. Quite cool rights. Come to think of it, i miss Valerie lots. We have not meet up for like 1 week? And im already im already missing her deadly. Imagine how im going to live without her for a year. WOW. I think i will jump. 18May today. And though its just very simply led, its satisfying. Lastly,   Friday, May 15, 2009
 Yay! I didn't post yesterday and i'm not going to post anything about yesterday. LOL. Rights, had geog paper today. Megan, Crystal, EVERYBODY : GEOGRAPHY ROCKS HORH. :) Nextttt. Went to Lot. Saw lots of people. Anyway: I miss ValerieTanWeiXuan lorhs. I want meetup with lots of people! And 6E lorhs! Wednesday, May 13, 2009
 Life's as good as death. Arghh, Maths over. Tomorrow's Ltierature. Friday's Geography. I want exams to get over as soon as possible. To get on a date with friends! Rightss. After paper went home straight. Guaibaobao okays. And fyi, that 'si' word is HazelLai write ones. I wont be so stupid to go write those death words on my handd. Hazel = BAD. Muahahahaha. Rights, now i'm currently in a dilemma whether to buy which phone. I've got 3 choices. But i like them all. Hmmm, i think my dad should just buy the whole phone company down so that i get to choose which phone i like and just take it. SonyEricsson, LG, Samsung. Choose onee pleaseee. But to what i know, LG phones are not friendly at all. But its damn chio alrights! But if i'm able to use that phone for 2 years totally, then i can buy whatever design and colour i want. You know, AntheaTanEQ is a damn stupid person. She changes her phone whenever there is any contract which is dued not caring it belongs to. And just a few months ago, i bought a Nokia phone with my Uncle's contract. He was kind enough to lend it to me. After one month, i realised that i didn't know how to function that Nokia phone. I swopped with my mama and i got back my SonyPhone. Now, im deciding between different brands once again. SonyEricsson, LG, Samsung. HELP! Tuesday, May 12, 2009
 Guilt eats me up.Had Science paper today. Went to Lot1 for BreakfastxLunch. Headed home shortly after that. LOL, my post today seems 'long'. - - - - I request for the Past and the Future. But not for the Present. Present totally sucks. Oh god, could you either send me back to the Past or front to the Future? I don't want to get stucked here in the Present. I hate it. Monday, May 11, 2009
 Let me introduce. HoPenHsuan, the nerd. JKJK . hahaha. I dunnoe who the hell took this picture of me -.-   I look like hell in Shihwee's spects. LOL! - - - - Today's perfectly fine. - Went to Macs early in the morning for studying. Studied, studied, studied. Skips*. Valerie came and left. Wenxin came and left. Valerie came and we all left. Lol. Went to Zinc to search for my brother's bag. He is unlucky enough, the bag's outofstock.< Muahahah. Suay lorhs. Alrights. Tomorrow Science Exam. LUCKS EVERYBODY . Sunday, May 10, 2009
 I simply love the sunset on Sundays, it's perfect.
Sunday today. Rotting at home from dawn till dusk. Just ended my tuition with Elaine and here i am posting about what a day it is today. Slept at 2 yesterday night. Woke up at 9plus today in the morning. Went to BukitPanjangPlaza with Mom. Had my breakfast x lunch. Went back home and started rotting. Revised for Science and Geography and Elaine came. Tuition was productive today. Well, it is productive every tuition lesson. Did lots of stuff. Science, Maths, Geography within 2 hours. Amazingly, we still had time to chat and talk about stuffs for 15 minutes before she left. Going to continue to rot for the rest of the day and admire the beautiful sunset that pours sunshine into my small room.  Current time: 1:13am
Oh yes, now i can't sleep. And i've already posted today. WOW, seems like i have to post 2 posts everyday now. I seriously hate examinations. They suck like hell. The papers treat us as if we know everything after revision. People can't be that smart, can they? I just simply hope the papers past as soon as possible. I can't seem to study every night at midnight. Like what YuYi described me as, "Owl". I only can study at night and can't during afternoon. Once i hold my penn, bye i go, dozing off on the desk. And, i only can keep myself so damn awake at night, like a owl. And here i am, posting rubbish and craps. Sorry, for wasting your dear precious time. I guess i am really keeping myself awake till long long time later. Oh whatever. Saturday, May 9, 2009
 I want youu.
Stuffs' are fine today. Except for some sickening stuff that made me irritated. Around 1, HazelLaiKaiYun came my house for some studying and stuffs. At first, we had problems studying because we couldn't forget what we studied for History. And in the end, we ended up finding similarities between Geography and History. Then we started thinking of ideas to forget History and study Geography. Then we started picking out those Chapters we like from Geography and started to study. For me, i started enjoying. But for Hazel, she needed alittle time before enjoying it. And when she started to enjoy, we've already decided to go home. So i brought HazelLai to buy SourPowers and then she went home. After awhile, went to ChangiGeneralHospital to visit Grandma. Saw a _______________. Shouted suddenly. LOL. Will be going JurongPoint tomorrow early in the morning and hopefully get back before 4 for my tuition. Friday, May 8, 2009
I'm mad over himm.  Posting my blog in a want-post-then-post method now. I'm not going to post everyday i think. Only when i really have nothing to do or when i really want to post. As easy as that. I'm starting to think that humans are complex creatures. As complex as can be. And the funny thing is, im one of them.- - - - - Mothers' Day is near. So very near. Have not prepared anything for Mom yet. But to what i know, she is treating her mom, which is my Grandma to Swensens tomorrow. Hopefully. And i've got a date with Hazel to come my house and study. Complex! But, if i'm going to Swensens, its going to be at night. So hopefully there won't be any clashh. |
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