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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Bought bbt album :D Rebond-ed hair :D (But my bloody fringe cannot push to one side. ) Bought bag :D Got keychain from brother :D Finished most homework :D Yay :D Crossed outt :D Saturday, June 27, 2009
Yeapp. Yeapp. Headed to the Flea today. Left awhile after we reach. Went to PlazaSingapura and mad-ed for the whole day exactly. Will be going out with Hazel tomorrow. :D Yeapp, went tuition with Megan Hazel Xieying today. Before that rushed to Isaac house let them copy maths. muahahah. lol. Yeapp. Will be going to the Flea tomorrow with Audrey. :D:D Eggcited. YES EVERYBODY YES. LETS TAKE A LOOK: LOLL, PLEASE LOOK AAT THE PINK PART.THANKS.LOL, for your infomation hor, im super good one okay.And, for my own infomation, i dont think that you are good lorhs.Although u are good luhh, But hor, not as good as me :DLOL PEOPLE. Look at the RED PART. REDDISH RED. Look at itt mann. VALERIE is absolutely terribly very not good. I've got prove :D See the red partt? :D:D:D:D My lawyer come sue her !! :D:D Eh, valerietan why are we doing this ahh. Thursday, June 25, 2009
BLACKLISTED VALERIETAN. :D See everybody see this. This was written by ValerieTan on dunno when. This may prove that she still remembers me while playing somewhere in Singapore BUT she wrote something damn bad at her blog. Let's take a look: HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Fatherrrrrrr's day ! (:LOL, im so bored now.Alllllllllllll alone at home-.-Bodoh anthea Fang Wo Ge Zi, say want watch Ghost of Past Girlfriends.Thn end up qo shoppinq.zzzzYesterday still talk with her dao 3am .-.-Im waitinq for Shininq Inheritance Ep 17 !!!!! Omq.I want the Disc ! I want I want i Want !!!!!!!!Any kind soul will buy for me luhhs. Lol Yes yes, take a look at the red part. SEEEEEEE. She's a well-known baddie. Well-known in where? In my brain! See, im a goodie. What makes me a goodie? I advertise half or one-third of her post for her in my blog. Omgomg, innocent people, you really have to watch out for this baddie. Labels: this is funnnn, Yay Yepp yepp, i've decided to kill time posting. So i shall reply my taggies :D amelia.C[:: Valerie- Bangbangtang rocks lei . ^^ hahahahs CORRECT LOR. ValerieTan, see! Amelia support me :D €lv¡n: • нєℓℓσ ♀ нανє і тαġġєđ уоūя рαġє уєт? іƒ иот тнєи, нєяє’ѕ тнє тαġ! ♪ ‡♂♠ d0 тαġġ Back‡♂ :D:D:D Soon i will :D Sheryl.: Lol. You like SHINee & SS501 too. Same same :D:D:D:D Sameeeeee. amelia.C[:: very nice right hahahas Yes yes :D Nicee :D Nice :D Valerie (:: Okay, i will watch out for your next post XD Watch out for my next next post. hahahahah. This post for replying tags. Rodney: hellos TAgged! Rodney: See there is A Frog there lmao Omg Rodney, you v free horh. Go around scaring people. Sunday, June 21, 2009
1.Are you single or attached? Single. 2.How old are you? 12. Soon 13:D 3.Do you have a person you like? :D 4.What is the name of the person you are in love with? :D (Laughing questions off are my hobby:D) 5.If the person you love and your mother dropped into the sea, who will you save? Both also don’t save, jump and die with them. 6.Have you ever hugged someone before? Yes ! 7.Do you love your parents? Aboh. 8.Will you hug the one you love? Yes. 9.Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes. 10.Are you jealous now? I think is you jealous bah. 11.Who is the last person who messaged you, what is the message? ValerieTan: You what time sleep? 12.Who is your clique?Hazel, Audrey, Shihwee, Crystal, Megan, Zhixin, Xueyue. Still got who ahh? 13.Do you want a baby in future? Future, future then say. 14.Do you prefer Mac, KFC, Long John Silver, Burger King or coffee shop? None:D 15.Do you sniff glue? No ? 16.Do you smoke? No ? 17.If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a two-timer, what will you do? Break lor. 18.If you found out you have a disease, what will you do? Fulfil all my wishes. 19.Which cca are you in now? Military Band. 20.If you are rich, what will you do? SHOPPING.:D 21.If the one you are in love with held your hand, what will you do? Dontknow. 22.If the one you love rejected you, what will you do? :D (Laugh the question off:D) 23.What is your favourite cartoon character? WinnieThePooh/ MickeyMouse/Elmo 24.What is your personality? :D 25.Friendship or love? Love. Nah larhs. Friendship. 26.Cookie monster or elmo? ELMO. 27.Are you using a laptop or a computer? Laptop. 28.When is your birthday? 13October 29. Who is your idol? BBT, HeyGirl (SHINee/SS501?) 30.Who do you wish to marry? The person I love larhs. 31.Do you like lollipop? Yes:D 32.Do you own a diary ? No? 33.Who/What are you scared of? Frogs -.- 34.Who is your first crush? :D 35.If your face is destroyed, are you still happy? Happy! Jump down. 36.Happy, stress, lonely or moody? Happy ! 37.What is the BIGGEST thing you afraid of? FROG. 38.If you are going to die, who will you think first? ________, ValerieTan, Family and friends. 39.If you are kidnapped, who will you call first to rescue you? Don’t call, die. 40.Who do you think you are? Who do I think I am? 41.Which do you prefer, bee or mosquito? NONE. 42.Are you scared of insects? Okay okay larhs. Depends on which type. 43.If you saw ghost, what will you do? Dunnoe. 44.There is a admire of yours and he won't die heart, what will you do? Nothing. 45.If your clique quarrel, what will you do? Shake hands, be friends :D ! 46.If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she want to break, what will you do? :D Laugh it off. (If I could-.-) 47.Do you love soft toys? Yes. 48.Do you think you are gay/lesbian? GAY GAY LESBIAN LESBIAN. -.- 49.Have you enterd a boy/girl toilet? Unisex:D 50.Who do you wish to be talking to you now? Im talking to ValerieTan and I wish to talk to her :D 51.Are you bored now ? No. Its like 1:55 now and im forced by Valerie to do this quiz . 52.Are you blur Dunnoe. 53.If you can have your hair dyed, what colour will you dye? Golden brown type. 54.Do you wear specs? Contacts:D 55.What is your colour of shirt now? White:D . 56.What brand of school bag do you use? Animal. 57. Have you bathed? Yes. 58.How many people are there in your family? 4 59.What is your full name? Anthea Tan Ee Qin . 60.Lock yourself in the room, or use a penknife to cut yourself? Penknife bahh. 61.How much of % do you give the boy/girl you are in love?? As much as i could:D 62.Do you miss your ex? :D Laugh it off. 63.Are you scared of losing your precious things? Yes. Ofcourse. 64.What is the blog url of the person you are in love with? :D Laugh it off. 65.Do you hate him/her? Who? Who? 66.Do you wish your mother was hugging you now? No. Hahah. 67.Are you sitting or standing now? Sitting. 68.Have you eaten? Yes. 69.How many person you blocked in your msn? Not sure. 70.If your idol came to the country you live in, what will you do? OMG. OMG. OMG. BBT! 71.If you get to shake hand with your idol, what will you do? Shake before liaos. But I don’t mind more:D 72.Do you have a pet last time or now? Now :D 73.Who is the last person you chatted in MSN? WeeTeck:D 74.How many people got beaten by you before? Hahahah. A lot. 75.If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do? :D Laugh it off. 76.You won a car, what will you do? Give my mom get her bring me to shop. :D 77.If your boyfriend/girlfriend cannot live more than a week, what will you do? Do whatever he haven accomplish yet. 78.If you fall down, will you stand up by your own or ask someone to help you up? Stand up by my own. 79.How many TV(s) do you have? 4. 80.If this is your first date, what would you wear? Clothes :D -.- 81.What is your e-mail address? anthea_fun@hotmail.com 82. Who do you think annoyed you the most ? Who? Who? 83. What school are you in? Dunearn. 84.Do you like your form teacher? NO ? 85.In school, who are you most scared of? Hahahah. Some teacher who left the school already. 86.Which instrument do you wish to have in your house? Piano. 87.What do you mostly do during weekends? SHOPPING. 88.Do you prefer fever or flu? Fever. Flu my head. Later H1N1. 89.Do you prefer laptop or desktop? Laptop. 90.What colour specs are you wearing? No specs worn. 91.What fruits do you like most? Apple? 92.What colour do you like? Black, White, Purple, Pink. 93.Do you prefer iphone or normal mobile phone? Iphone. 94.If your pants dropped at a crowded place, what will you do? Hahahh. Drop then say. 95.Are you scared of chilli? I only can stand those sweet one. 96.Are you wearing any accessories now? Earrings? I wear them everyday. 97.Do you like rainbows? Yes. 98.What subject you love most? GEOGRAPHY. 99.If you were to present in front of the person you are in love with and the whole school, what will you do? Omg-.- I did this question and a few other in the previous other posts-.- Okay I answer one more time-.- SAY HI! :D 1oo.Which do you prefer cute/chio/handsome boys/girls? I prefer boys I like:D Hah. Seriously, i don't really like this quiz. And you can see it from those :D:D:D:D:D:D LAUGH IT OFF stuffs. Saturday, June 20, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Lollipop棒棒堂-我是傳奇MV「I am Legend」 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeQYr2PuJKk&feature=related
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Yepp, its their 2009 Asia Tour Concert "I am Legend". Unfortunately, its held at HongKong so we, Singaporeans won't get the chance to go there and see it. (Unless you fly there:D) I'm not sure if this is correct, but to what i know, their concert is on 4th and 5th of July. (If im not wrong.) And thats when our holiday just ended and schools just started. So, miss the chance. Friday, June 12, 2009
Fee-Fo-Fumm. Yeppp, did footdrills today. That was the fun part though. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6atBgJsojRU This is the link for the footdrills we did. Credits go to Jasper :D Practiced Pirates and all. And i will have to play Go Tell Aunt Rhodie for the investiture. Argghh, first name MrYeo took was me liaos. And i even have to sacrifice my Aura Lee to some other girl. AURALEEEEEEEEEE. Nevermindd. Well, will be replying tags today. To Amelia:D Of course fastttt :D:D:D To Vera and Carmen:D HELLO VERA, HELLO GIRLF. :D To bloghopper:D O.o To Amelia: AMELIAAAAAAA. HAHAHAHA. Siao liaos. To ZhengNi: Yeah yeah. Shopping :D Haha To Carmen: :D:D To Valerie: D: Curse me burst blood vessels somemore. After i burst, next will be you:D Yay! Looking forward to our hospital visits ! :D:D I want shopping ! Omg luhhs. I'm like beggin' for shopping everyday. And i begged for it to my mother today and she brought me to Vivo. Shopped until 9 plus and chiong-ed home for 我爱黑涩会 & 模范棒棒堂. Yah yah. I know people are going to start naggin' at me askin' me why can't i watch the repeated one tomorrow like my momma. Cause' IM BORED. I will continue to watch it tomorrow again. But i die die want watch tonights one. Ahhh, since i'm so BORED, i shall help Channel [V] advertise :D Ima good:D Every night at Channel [V] 10 to 11 will be 我爱黑涩会 while 11 to 12 will be 模范棒棒堂. Thankiews :D Backkk here to the main topic. 模范棒棒堂 got some funny funny topic on Who will be the best person to fit into the cover page of a magazine. The criterias are: - Reporters must have something to write about you. (BAD stuff) - Must be handsome enough. -ETC There AhWei went, cause he must say something bad about himself. He went saying he was a gay for the reporters to write about him. Joke ! Okays, not funny. Well, whatever. Im just zi-highin' here. Im BORED, rmb ?? Wednesday, June 10, 2009
OMG, LOLLIPOP 棒棒堂 GOT NEW ALBUM COMING OUT SOON! 我是传奇 < PLEASE SUPPORT :D I feel like cutting my long long hair away to shoulder length. I feel like going to the stadium and swim my stress out. I feel like going out everyday and spend lots and lots of money. I feel like dying. Omaigawd~ Can someone save me from boredom and illness ??? Arghhh. What tuh do. What tuh do? Cut the crap start the post. Had band today. Footdrills first. MrYeo was like making us laugh and laugh and laugh. Skipp* Had warmup next. Then sectionals for Pirates. Sectionals was like fun luhhs. Didn't even enjoy sectionals in PrimarySchoolBand. And i can't believe i'm enjoying it now. I used to slack after playing craps in Concord. Then went back to music room for some combine for Pirates. Enjoy though. Had juniors combine for EssentialElements. Then had sectionals for Twinkle twinkle little star. Which was the piece we had to perform during the investiture. Then packed instruments and HOME SWEET HOME. Slept all the way through. Not because of boredom though. Cause i'm really really tired from the band practice. I can't even believe HazelLai can practice her Clarinet when she told me she was tired. GAWDDDDD. HazelLai, you must be a GAWD. 神仙!Wanted to go Vivo after dad came home. But he was too late. He reach home at about 7 plus liaos. Go there about 8 plus. Go there wait for them to close doors :D Help them. hahah. Sometimes i wonder why trombone so huge, if smaller i bring home liaos. Maybe they could make a foldable trombone. COOL. :D:D:D Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Xieying siao liaos. She siao liaos. TOTALLY OUT OF HER MINDDD. :X Omg, KimBum here KimBum there. I want go siao liaos lor Xieying. One day, i shall do that back to you. WooHoo ! :D Second post of the day though. Has been in the mood NOT to study for the past few days or though i did some maths at night. O.o well, i only do homeworks at night fyi. Afternoon slack onee. At night then i do. Do until around 1 or 2 plus. Then i head for bedd. Im an OWL. :D Yeahh, rights. I thought some time back that maybe it was time to bring my momma out for some shopping spree. I didnt go out with her for a few weeks liaos. Vivo. Yeah. We should hit vivo together some time. Maybe Thursday? :D Eggcited larhs. Going out with her means = no money from my pocket taken while she needs to dig here and there for money. :D Haha. I did mention that some time ago i suppose. And i just realised that i've been zi-highing in my own blog for quite some time. Bad ? Good ? I just spotted some clothes in Forever21. Omg, im so going to get it. I miss LUA SHI HWEE too. She just went Cambodia in the early morning. Its been long since i get to ENJOY myself during the holidays. Last year's was filled with revision and assesment due to the bloody freaking PSLE. I better get some fun during Sec1's or else i would definitely lose my chance. Malaysia yes ? Malaysia no ?
Monday, June 8, 2009
为你抄笔记 为你织围巾 你夸我细心 靠窗的位置 奶茶要少冰 我帮你留意 专属的雨衣 晚安的简讯 是你的贴心 一直以为 永恒的爱 就是你 怎麼最近你 对我很安静 却对她细心 不再有卡片 没离线讯息 冷漠得彻底 有人说长大 爱就会变形 只剩下回忆 直到那天 你的缺席 才相信 原来你的心有空隙 她才能轻易地占据 我没本领 我不争气 假装不在意 原来我的心有空隙 还留著有你的记忆 眼泪是我 爱情的纪念品 All these seems to be speaking about me... Sunday, June 7, 2009
我并不是你想像中那么勇敢 Arghh, went to town again. I think my readers will soon be gone if i post everyday saying that i went towning. Nevermind. Lol. Will be hitting town once again with ValerieTanWeiXuan on Tuesday. Hope to have fun. I think i'm slacking too much nowadays even though my homeworks are almost half done. I'm still waiting for HazelLai to reach Singapore. She even smsed me saying that she don't take a rocket back to Singapore. Nevermind, i'm some patient people who will wait for slow people (HazelLai :D) to come back and kill her. Muahahahah. Saturday, June 6, 2009
Oh yarh, i forgot HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIMHYUNJOONG. Aka Valerie's 男人 Ps, im not really a supporter of KimHyunJoong and i don't know why i'm wishing him HappyBirthday. Bags, Jackets, Blazers, Shoes, Wallets, Clothes, CASH . How much i earn for all this things. I'm not easily satisfied aren't i? After hitting town with Audrey yesterday, i'm still going to hit town tomorrow with mom. To get all the stuffs i want. Why? Cause with her around, i don't need to pay with my own money. Though mama knows all this things, she still buys all for me. But after my shopping spree, it would be hers. I would have to follow her wherever she goes and buys her stuff. Hers are usually more than mine. Will be hitting town/vivo on Tuesday with Valerie and co. Seriously hope i get cash. Will be going to the flea market on either 27/28 with Audrey again. Arghh, when can i stop my shoppings. And lastly, HAZELLAI, YOU BETTER FLY BACK FROM GENTING TOMORROW QUICKKKKKK. Friday, June 5, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Its 0202 now and im still chatting happily on the phone with HazelLai. I've not been posting this few days due to homeworks, homeworks and homeworks. Next on will be projects. Then it would be 6E's second outing. I miss school manz. At least we can get out of this stupid darn house and talk to our friends. Instead of staying at home, rotting. Monday, June 1, 2009
Its 12.27am now and i've just finished BOF ! Quite interesting. Now i see the need why Gracelin brings newspapers this 2 Saturday's band practice just to let us see what happened to who and who. Haha. |
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